Hello my beloved Bernie Its a while since I came here but mine and Robs life has been in turmoil what with me getting the big C and your brother having too many red blood cells in his body its been hell on earth our lead up to christmas was upsetting we toasted your birthday Bernie we were glad when the feastivities were over not the same now Son we miss you Bernard and we still get upset but we talk about you every day and we do have a laugh now and again when we go down memory lane and may I say its a lane that will never end well Son your Anniversary is coming up but its my 65th first to be honest Bernie I dont know how I am going to cope it will be hard for us because your in Heaven and we can't see or hear you but Bernard we know you will be with us in spirit on my birthday bash God only knows how we grieve for you my Son and how dearly loved you are we will love you forever Bernie and your only a heartbeat away I talk to you lots and I think one day he will answer me back time for me to go now Bernard Love You Forever & Ever Always xx Mum xx Rob xx